New beginings

As of about for months ago my life was turned upsidedown and shredded apart. i had had my entire life fairly planed out (with room for ajustment and error). Four months ago almoast to the day i asked the girl of my dreams to marry me, now dont say teenage love becouse ive known her scince i was five and we'd known for a while we were ment to be together. Now naturaly whenever things get good some higher power has to comealong and mess it up. This time it was her parents, who not likeing how fast she was growing up sent her to a brainwash camp in good old Utah. After two months of little to no comunication she was finaly back in my arms and here i am thinking things will fall back into there normal pattern, i was dearly mistaken. After a few days of discovering changes within her i was hit with the fatal news "ive found a religion" slightly worried i asked which one. she responded "mormon"...owch. As we got into a discussion about it i discovered that we could not be together becouse she wanted to spend the rest of her life with a mormon and i (being born and raised wiccan) was not mormon. Needless to say we are nolonger together. She now lives in Utah (mormon capitol of the world) in a boarding school and i continue on here in the city that has taken me from one low to anouther over the past five years and i cant wait to blow this place and move on with my life. I now have time for me... for new beginnings... to start over