part two..outa state finaly

so yesterday i walked from orlando to a backwoods area of ocala and went off into the statepark there (sick trails if your into that). on my way down the trail i chose there were two disembodied deer heads on the side of the path (ill try and post some pictures later) there was also a stopsign near the trail head with two shotgun holes in it ,aparently thats how the "good ol' boys" have fun, every sign i saw in ocala had bullet holes in it. when it got dark i walked about 200 feet into the woods off the trail and set up camp with a fire a lean to self made structure and ramen noodles lol. the next morning (this morning) i got up and began my birthday (19 woot) i decided id need cellphone service today to talk to my girl so i had to get out of ocala. i hitched a ride up to atlanta and and spent the afternoon hiking up and down stone mountain Ga. after cooking a quick lunch on a mini colmen stove i have in the parking lot of a gas station. when it came time to find a place to stay the night i decided id head to cobb county and stay with my aunt so hear i am a little farther north and back online. i dont know if ive mentioned this at all but for my jorney ive been living out of a 60 lbs hiking backpack with everything i could posably need to survive.
ill be around-

part one

so i left last wendsday for the first leg of my journey. i hoped in the metro rail at dade land an went to the tri rail transfer station on my way i was confronted by a lady and she told me about god. it was kinda annoying but then it got weird when she stopped talking and looked at me for a second. after this awkward silence she said "you have someone special in your life someone you want to marry. the only thing holding you apart is that she wants a man with religion in his life" which prety much hits the nail on the head with me and my finance...kinda spooky lol. from there i rode the tri rail to west palm beach where i hoped a greyhound to Orlando and am currently spending until Tuesday with a friend at UCF. on Tuesday me and a guy named mitch that i met here are going to Ocala national forest for the second part of my journey. hel stick with me for a week or so then ill continue on alone(after posting again of course). i look forward to your comments and ill be back with another (hopefully more exiting) post in about a week. laterz yall

goodbye?

Hey guys i dont know howlong my blog will be posted under this class seeing as i recently withdrew myself from dade. ive decided to take the semester off and go backpacking through america!! I intend to visit a few cities but im going to spend most of my time on trail. for all you who dont know what "on trail" means im going to be in the woods camping so to speak but covering distances on foot in the wild. if anyones interested in this idea ill be posting new entries about my trip as i come by computers like a log if you will. Have fun in school =) lol

New beginings

As of about for months ago my life was turned upsidedown and shredded apart. i had had my entire life fairly planed out (with room for ajustment and error). Four months ago almoast to the day i asked the girl of my dreams to marry me, now dont say teenage love becouse ive known her scince i was five and we'd known for a while we were ment to be together. Now naturaly whenever things get good some higher power has to comealong and mess it up. This time it was her parents, who not likeing how fast she was growing up sent her to a brainwash camp in good old Utah. After two months of little to no comunication she was finaly back in my arms and here i am thinking things will fall back into there normal pattern, i was dearly mistaken. After a few days of discovering changes within her i was hit with the fatal news "ive found a religion" slightly worried i asked which one. she responded "mormon"...owch. As we got into a discussion about it i discovered that we could not be together becouse she wanted to spend the rest of her life with a mormon and i (being born and raised wiccan) was not mormon. Needless to say we are nolonger together. She now lives in Utah (mormon capitol of the world) in a boarding school and i continue on here in the city that has taken me from one low to anouther over the past five years and i cant wait to blow this place and move on with my life. I now have time for me... for new beginnings... to start over

is love addicting?

Throughout our lives we are driven to continue by phisical and mental dependancies. some being core to survival, such as food and water and some required to give a desire to carry on, such as love. on the surface love may not seem as key to survival as food does yet under closer examination one will find after having expirianced a true conection of love, like heroin, leaves you with a subconcious desperation for more.
like all addictions love or lack of it will leave a hole in you that you cant seem to fill with anything but what left it there in the first place. is it posiable to have a phisical dependancy on a mental desire? this is a contraversial subject but being as there are numerous cases of people going into depression or loosing weight over being "lovesick" i would say yes it is possiable to become phisicaly addicted to love.